2021.12.05 01:31 Lizville1406 Anyone of a level I can complete this in?
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2021.12.05 01:31 triplenip10 [qc] can I get a check on theses plz mr hour Chicago 1s
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2021.12.05 01:31 anemone86 Emotional outbursts and lashing out. Ruminating about my day "being wasted"
Hi. I'm 22/f.
Twice in the last week I've had emotional outbursts that lasted several hours. I live with my mum and she is subject to these. I don't even know where to begin with these.
Today I wanted to get out of the house and do something but couldn't come up with anything, so my mum and I just went out for coffee. Since I couldn't come up with anything to do I felt annoyed and asked her if she had any ideas and she didn't. That annoyed me (is that fair? No. But I still felt annoyed). I was silently angry the carride home and sat on my phone for a few hours at home, anger and sadness stewing.
I guess she thought I was angry so she stayed away from the living room but I was honestly hoping she would come in to ask me how I was doing. It feels like I'm being manipulative when I feel this way. Like I want her to come in and feel bad for me and make me feel better. I feel ashamed of the fact that I want that.
This went on for hours and I grew more desperate for her to eventually come in, instead of me communicating to her directly I silently hoped she would come. I got more and more upset about the fact that I had just been sitting on the couch browsing my phone and it spiralled into rage. It was already becoming sundown at this point and I was now feeling so sad and regretful that I didn't just TALK to her like a grownup. I somehow can't get myself to swallow my pride and just say how I'm feeling. It feels embarrassing and childish.
I feel like I am lashing out at her for my own problems. For some reason the idea that one of my days off might not involve going out, or doing something exciting or fun is so upsetting to me that it can ruin my mood for the entire day (a self fulfilling prophecy I guess) I almost get anxiety about my day not being fun enough.
Basically because of all these feelings of disappointment, anger, regret at wasting my day, I began uncontrollably sobbing loudly for about an hour. Sadly this isn't the first time I've done this. She came in and asked me what was wrong and instead of being happy that she asked me I act angry towards her and snappy. And I'm just mad that she only finally now comes in. And I know that in the moment that what I'm doing is wrong, and that she doesn't deserve to be snapped at, I can't help but be angry and frustrated with her. I just don't understand what's wrong with me and what compels me to act this way. I can't understand it and it's uncontrollable.
She told me that her day hasn't been good either since she was stuck in her room because of me (my hostility, which is understandable that she would avoid me) and immediately I feel such an intense guilt and shame about what I've done to her. Not only did I ruin my own day, I ruined hers too. This caused me to spiral further for the next 2 hours (it's now nighttime) and was inconsolable. Literally sobbing and rocking back and forth. I was in a trance almost of distress? I can't even begin to describe this. It was so unbearable that I punched and scratched myself to relieve it. It went on ad nausea until I finally calmed down into total numbness. I had a headache from dehydration and heartburn. This exact scenario has happened many times before and I think at this point I have completely exhausted my mother with my erratic behaviour. I can't begin to describe the stress I've caused her. It's so unfair to her and I don't know how to stop. I don't have any coping mechanisms.
I'm sorry if I've written too much. Obviously it's some form of depression/anxiety/anger whatever. But I don't know what this kind of behaviour is even called. How do I stop? I'm seeing a counsellor but this is so shameful and embarrassing to admit. I'm losing hope for myself. I have zero things in life that I can go to to make me happy.
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2021.12.05 01:31 BotDefense overview for iknowwhatday
2021.12.05 01:31 allenbyNY Nuremberg Code, Article 1:
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2021.12.05 01:31 ThatGuy422487 Predictions on Uncle Cyril's speech tonight?
2021.12.05 01:31 Xaschax Hybrid between city builder and RPG?
I just thought how cool it would be to build your own city, manage it, defend it, and being able to dive in with your character and fight the dangers head on yourself (alongside the city guard or alone) or do quests for citizens.
Is there any game like this?
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2021.12.05 01:31 kdramapeach my reaction to steVen saying ari “abandoned” her husband and how this is the most modest he’s ever seen evelin look
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2021.12.05 01:31 conorsharpless I don’t like these sort of players
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2021.12.05 01:31 I_am_Intangible say you are the last person on earth with the opposite gender. would you rape them to ensure the survival of humanity if they didn’t want to reproduce?
2021.12.05 01:31 bigballin919 Can an experienced hacker find the seed stored in BlueWallet
I’m not too worried about a hacker getting into my device remotely, since I use biometric authentication to send. But if the hacker is experienced enough, could he possibly read the seed phrase stored in BlueWallet?
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2021.12.05 01:31 RLCD-Bot [Octane] [Blockparty] [(Alpha Reward) Gold Rush] [Cristiano]
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2021.12.05 01:31 benchamin-freightlin Papa San - Write Me a Letter
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2021.12.05 01:31 Adept-Telephone5467 Children and Masks? What’re your thoughts?
So in my country, wearing masks in a retail setting is mandatory for anybody over 12 years old since the outbreak. Yesterday in the supermarket I had a small girl (probably 6 or 7) coughing all over me in the line without a mask, not just little coughs, she sounded SICK. I politely asked the mother if she thought that was safe, in which she replied with a typical snarky Karen response. Long story short, I’ve also woken up sick today.
My question is, why are under 12s exempt from these rules? I am required to wear a mask for the safety of others, so why does safety go out the window with young age?
Any responses I’ve seen so far has been along the lines of “it’s uncomfortable for them..” it’s uncomfortable for everyone, but if the staff can wear a mask while working for 8+ hrs I don’t see why a kid can’t for 10 minutes.
What’re your thoughts?
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2021.12.05 01:31 ChaderFry Please, can we also afk light bonefire.
I understand this game is also in favor of people who like to continue to press more buttons but the whole idea of this game is to be idle and I currently have over 33k yew logs and I don't mind the 10 extra logs spent for a 35% bonus being active continuously in favor of more exp without having to keep it on screen.
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2021.12.05 01:31 AlbertaSaxifraga Write two data sets into a CSV file
Hello! I am working on an assignment where I have to create two lists from CSV files, then combine those two lists so they are in two rows on a new CSV file. I am not allowed to use any pre existing modules. I have made both my lists but now I am stuck on how to get them into a new CSV file in the correct format!
My latest attempt is as follows and the error code I get is saying my csv file is not defined:
Thank you in advance, I do not know why I am so bad at this!
#Write both data sets to a csv file full = open("fullData.csv", 'a') fullData.write('sampleData', '\nhlist')
2021.12.05 01:31 majin_hendrix The Exaggerated Swag Returns (SPIDER-MAN: ACROSS THE SPIDER-VERSE (PART ONE) – First Look Reaction)
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2021.12.05 01:31 Muhsins_Cat Hello
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2021.12.05 01:31 SoAArt Please advise! how do you make sure that no one can sell below floor price??
I made two giveaways that I will be awarded very soon but I now can't stop thinking that someone might sell below floor price and ruin my project. what can I do?
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2021.12.05 01:31 lfaexs Bought before the drop; drop or not it's still cheap less than a penny ain't shit😎
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2021.12.05 01:31 No_Reference3712 First Dictatorship of India
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2021.12.05 01:31 This-1-IsNotTaken First prints with the ender 5. Suggestions to improve print quality?
2021.12.05 01:31 KHarty234 Gift for a soon to be dad
The baby is due end of January. I've already bought some stuff off his Xmas list but wouldn't mind adding something special soon to be dad related.
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2021.12.05 01:31 mynamenotavailable What are some quick getaways from the city for a short drive and some good food?